Burn out.

Thursday is usually the day where I feel burnt out- I wake up when my alarm strikes 5, I get up, I pee, I got back to bed.... I hate [HATE] to admit, today was no different.  I had intentions of running... but I didn't.  I had intentions of running at lunch... but I didn't.

I am ok with it.

I need to listen to my body, and my body says- "nah girl, its cool, rest'

I was looking at pictures last night of 'skinny Lori'.  Running Lori.  Lori pre-crossfit.  DAMN GIRL- she looked good!  I am 20 pounds heavier now- but a LOT stronger.  I would like to hit a happy medium.  I don't want to lose strength, because as far as I am concerned, strength = cool party tricks.  BUT, I would really like to not wear a size 12.... which is what I am wearing right now.

Big differences between then and now:
-A ate a LOT better
-I was running [a LOT]

wow... that's it? two things.... that I am in control of?  well shit! LET'S DO THIS!  I am calling bod pod to get a baseline. and I will ask to get re-measured when I get back from my secret location. 4 months- 4 months to reach the goal of losing 10 pounds, and 4 months to build up to something AWESOME.

ring ring - hello BOD POD!